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THE OBSERVATION OF YOUR THOUGHTS IS THE SPIRITUAL EXPERIENCE VOID OF RELIGIOUS DOGMA: Because you are not your thoughts, you must become the Observer of your thoughts. For if you were your thoughts, you would animate the thought itself and terminate in the same arising and subsiding of that thought. Have you ever noticed how the thoughts you have appear to be random and not something in your control? Then you ask yourself, why am I having this thought? I haven't thought about that person, place or thing in forever. What was the trigger? If I ask you in this moment to not think of a Zebra for the next 10 seconds, your attempt not to think of the Zebra is what you will think about not the think about. No if I ask you not to think of a yumchuk for the next 10 seconds, if you don't know what a yumchuk is, you will not think about it. However, you are triggered to think that you have never heard of or seen a yumchuk. The point of this exercise is you cannot and do not control your thoughts. All thoughts last a millisecond always arising and subsiding in the same now, dying and being replaced with another thought. Therefore, you must become more aware of what is attempting to take up real estate in your most precious space, where no space exist. "Thought does not think. That which thinks a though is of a different nature than the thought itself. The realities that creates a though is not a thought. The thought does not think another thought." J. Kristnamurti
WHOSE THOUGHTS ARE YOU LIVING YOUR LIFE ACCORDING TOO? Through my own experience, I have learned that if you don't observe your thoughts, you will default to self victimize and sabotage those thoughts that allow growth and aspiration. That's because the outside noise that tends to invade our awareness is vibrating on a low negative frequency. Observing your thoughts and practicing mindfulness will have a profound impact on the way you perceive and interact with the world. Here's how this process can lead to a change in your worldview and overall perspective. The primary goal of observing your thoughts is to increase your Self-Awareness. Mindfulness involves observing your thoughts without judgment. As you do this, you become more aware of the patterns, biases, and automatic reactions that shape your thinking. This increased self-awareness allows you to recognize when your thoughts are influenced by preconceived notions, prejudices and limiting beliefs. Mindfulness teaches you to respond to thoughts and situations with greater equanimity and less impulsiveness. Instead of reacting automatically to every thought or external stimulus, you learn to pause, reflect, and choose your responses consciously. This can lead to more thoughtful and considered interactions with the world.
Consciousness is the ONLY “Field” where the “Knowing” of any Experience, Idea, Concept or Thought - Real or Imagined can be Known. No Experience, Idea, Concept or Thought can be Known outside of Consciousness. The Knowing of that Experience is then Filtered through “Perception” . KC (10Jan22)
AWARENESS is the capacity to know an experience, reconstruct the experience from the Memory Field of the Subconscious which has been Filtered through “Perception and Thought” by the Experiencer, whether Real or Imagined. KC (01Oct22)
BEING BORN AGAIN MEANS YOU HAVE RISEN TO A HIGHER LEVEL OF CONSCIOUSNESS - EVEN YOUR BIBLE SAYS SO. In this moment, if you are reading these words, you are knowing an experience. Your current experience is being known in the waking state of consciousness. Your awareness is currently directed towards the information presented on this webpage and in these writings. Please continue to observe your thoughts closely, and observe how Consciousness is primary to all you are knowing in this moment. Now apply this waking state reality to every experience you may have or ever know. The one thing that remains present is consciousness. Consciousness is primary whether you are awake, asleep, in deep sleep or having a vivid dream. Consciousness is ever present as you modulate between these states of awareness. Unconsciousness is when your observable self awareness is not being known yet remains one with consciousness free from the chaos created with thought. Every knowing of an experience, thought, memory, concept or idea conceived is born out of and terminates back into consciousness.
"NO THING" aka, nothing can be known or experienced Outside of Consciousness. If we consider the primary states we most frequent; (1) Waking State (2) Dream State, (3) Vivid Dream and (4) Deep Sleep wherein consciousness modulates, we see that ALL states are derived from and terminate back into consciousness. If you observe this phenomenon you can see that you are the Universe and the Universe is you. My definition of Consciousness as follows: a timeless, formless, dimensionless entity that modulates between the awake, dream and deep sleep state of being through the host corporeal vessel of a finite body mind. Just as the god of the bible is described by theologians and many others as outside of "space" and "time", so is consciousness. When you look into the mirror, what do you see? You see consciousness reflecting back into itself just as it does when you look up into the sky. There is no separation between seeing or the thing being seen, hearing or that which is being heard. The observer is the observed. There is no subject object relationship. The subject is the object and the object is the subject. The concept of the Trinity identifying the Father, Son and Holy Spirit is consciousness knowing itself as one through the Finite Mind. This trifecta translates to the Father as the (1) Observer, the Son (2) Observed and the Holy Spirit (3) Observing.
CONCEPTION TO CONSCIOUSNESS - CONSCIOUSNESS TO SELF AWARENESS: Prior to corporeal live birth, we must first be conceived. Have you ever wondered why fertilization of the egg which becomes an embryo is called conception? At the time from your conception to Live Birth and 15 to 18 months thereafter, you, like every other corporeal vessel had no knowledge or awareness of the birth or the self. The same is applicable in Deep Sleep. The corporeal vessel (Body) you eventually come to know through self awareness, has no awareness of its existence in Deep Sleep. That's why there are no differences between the states – they are one and the same, no separation. Until the Live Corporeal Vessel is realized, you were a Concept. Concept is defined as a general notion or idea. Derived from the idea is your Conception - which is defined as the process of fertilization or implantation of the egg. Live birth was a conceptualized in the subconscious of the conceiver. Once the Corporeal Vessel is conceived as a new born infant, it arrives as pure consciousness with ZERO Concepts or self awareness. You, the infant is completely void of concepts and self awareness, waiting to be programmed with whatever information your parent/ guardian downloads to your subconscious. You, starting out as a pure untainted conscious infant being, a blank slate of awareness are pending the download of frequency data/apps and programming by the parent. Because you, the infant was taught that you are a body, the Ego Mind you develop and possess is programmed to believe the experience you are knowing is one that begins with Life and ends with Death.
LIVE BIRTH AND RETURN TO DEEP SLEEP - NOT LIFE AND DEATH: One of the capstones of Christian religious belief is the a promise of an afterlife. Without getting sidetracked, the Euro-Gentile Greco-Roman Catholic Church conquerors stole this concept from our ancient Egyptian blue black ancestors. The problem with that concept is that you are living your Afterlife right NOW! Simply observe the fact that you are the descendant from thousands of years of your ancestral offspring. You are everything your ancestors were up to this point. Ask yourself, where were you two, ten or even one hundred years before coming into the corporeal vessel you are currently knowing/possession. Ironically, you exists in the same realm you existed prior to birth as you do in deep sleep. Try falling asleep with your eyes open and observe the results. When you close your eyes and relax to access the Spirit of God Consciousness, immediately behind your eyelids, you are visited by the beauty of the Darkness. When you fall asleep, take a nap or doze off to turn off the chaos of thought that flows out of the waking state, it is the beauty of the Darkness behind your eyelids that allows that oneness of God consciousness to manifest. Blocking out all external interference the appearance of the light coming in from the mirrors of the external world, can only be done in the Beauty of Darkness.
WE EMBRACE DEATH EVERY TIME WE FALL ASLEEP: To begin, Death is not the opposite of Life. Life has no opposite. Life is the continuum between the Live Corporeal Birth and the permanent return to Deep Sleep. Once the vessel terminates, consciousness transcends back into the ancestral realm. Consciousness modulates in the same realm at the time of Live Birth as in Deep Sleep, whether temporary or permanent. Ask yourself; Where was I before the date of my life birth? If you observe your experience, when you fall asleep, you return to the same place you were prior to your live birth. Thus it should be no surprise that you will return to the same deep sleep upon death of the finite corporeal vessel we call a body. You embrace death every time you fall asleep and prior to that death, the beauty and quiet of the Darkness appears. Imagine trying to fall asleep and when you close your eyes all you see behind your eyelids is a bright white screen. It would be challenging to fall asleep and become one with consciousness. When you fall asleep and never return to re-inhabit the finite corporeal vessel for which consciousness modulates, that means you have returned to the same sleep you were not knowing prior to consciousness allowing self awareness to manifest. I said all that just to say this, Billions have already seen the end times of the finite corporeal vessel for which they once possessed as will we all. The End Times that religious zealots continually profess as prophecy, is simply the life cycle and nothing more. The end results are the same whether you choose to believe in prophecy or not. It's the belief in the prophecy and other religious dogma that cause their end times - at the hands of some religious zealot. It is but another sad narrative and crimes against humanity created by religions. If you actually read the bible you will discover that the Old Testament is a "Reverse Engineered Adaptions" of the New Testament. That's why the Jews are so pissed off.
MY FATHER AND I ARE ONE: One of the biggest issues with understanding consciousness, is the ability to discern that, that which is conscious is consciousness itself knowing itself through the finite body mind which is the host vessel of consciousness. When you begin to understand that you are not a body, letting go of unverifiable concepts such as an afterlife will allow you to observe the true nature of your being. We do not die. We merely Transcend to a higher dimension if we have been paying attention and applying the true nature of this one. The number one word in every language throughout the world is "I". After reading this information, if you just digest and apply it to your own experience, you will NEVER FEAR DEATH AGAIN! Life and Death is always arising and subsiding in the eternal now. Experience can only be known, observed and perceived and is gone as soon as it happens. It arises and subsides in the same NOW, It cannot be repeated or held onto. At best, it is the regurgitation of an inaccurate memory creates the seamless loop of the reality you are knowing. The Life and Death aspect of Experience is one that can easily be observed. Ask yourself the question, Are you the same person you are now that you were one years old? Eighteen years old? Fifty years old? Etc. NO. All of those entities you once knew are dead. You can only know the self You are knowing in this very moment. From age Zero to now, You have died a million lives in the one lifetime you are perceiving through the modulation of consciousness and self awareness. Once you grasp this, the fear of death you have been programmed to believe through religious dogma will be your Afterlife.
THE FEAR OF DEATH IS A THOUGHT - THE THOUGHT IS THE DEATH. As I previously stated, thought is always arising and subsiding in the eternal now. Death dies with the thought. If you really had a fear of death, you would dare to fall asleep, take anesthesia or do any act that would take you from your lucid waking state. Think about it. When you modulate from the waking state to either the dream state or deep sleep, are you still knowing yourself as a body? You get to practice what you once believed to be “Death” every night or every time you fall asleep. Please follow this example: Have you ever watched a movie where a person gets shot, is loosing a lot of blood and begins to doze off from the blood loss? The Loved one or friend holding him pleads in desperation for the person not to fall asleep. By all indications, once he/she the corporeal vessel falls asleep and becomes unconscious to the waking state (and conscious to deep sleep), he will most likely not wake up from the deep sleep for which he may have permanently returned. The same deep sleep he remained in for 15 to 18 months after live birth. In this example, consciousness has abandoned the corporeal vessel and returns to the eternal knowing of itself to inhabit another corporeal vessel. Depending on the frequency self awareness was modulating on at the time consciousness abandoned that particular vessel, is dependent upon what dimension or realm it manifest. (Suggested Netflix Series - Altered Carbon).
Though does not think. That which thinks a though is of a different nature than the thought itself. The realities that creates a though is not a thought. The thought does not think another thought. J. Kristnamurti
Consciousness is the Silence where the chaos of Though, Memory and Emotion arises and subsides." K Foster
Consciousness never sleeps. It is the field where the knowing or not knowing of an experience modulates between dimensions of awareness. K Foster
“One does not suffer from Life, One suffers from memory and imagination. Loose the memory, No more suffering. Sadgh Guru
CONSCIOUSNESS EXIST AND COMES BEFORE THE WORD: The bible says "In the beginning was the Word, the Word was with God, and the Word was God." John 1: 1. It continues to say "Is it not written in your law, I said, Ye are gods? John 10:34 If you take a mirror and recite these passages, you will quickly know its meaning. In order understand God consciousness you must become an to open vessel in seeking understanding. All that you think you know about whatever it is you think you know must be let go. Once you see that God and Consciousness possess the exact same qualia (my father and I are one), the meaning of all that you think you know will change. Both God and Consciousness are Dimensionless, Formless and Timeless entities that possess everything and nothing in the same now. God's language is silence, everything else is poor translation." Rumi. In essence, consciousness is always silent, the chaos of noise is derived from thought, memory and emotions that arise and subside in the eternal now. If you take a moment and observe your own experience, you will see that the core of consciousness is the purity of silence that exists beyond the realm of language and thought. It is the beautiful Darkness that arises behind the eyelids of sleep. Consciousness provides the playground for language and thought to modulate and transcend the chaos of noise created by the Word, strung together with other words. Words are symbolic representations of our thoughts and emotions. While language is a powerful tool for communication, it also has the potential to create inner turmoil. When we label our experiences with words, we categorize and judge them, leading to the proliferation of thoughts, desires, and fears. Hence the Chaos arises when the silence of consciousness allows the entanglement of words, language, thoughts, emotions and feelings to arise and subside in the eternal now of its playground.
Please keep in mind that your thoughts NEVER STOP while in the waking state. That being said, attention is the platform of conscious awareness. It's like a spotlight that focuses on that which is being known. So whatever concept, idea or belief we are putting our attention to, will manifest into the reality we will come to know. Once the sensory information is known, it is processed to form perceptions. Perception involves the mind's interpretation of that which is being known from a preexisting collection of events and experiences. Conscious experience is not stored but filtered and manipulated information is stored in the subconscious where the reconstruction of memory is recalled. Consciousness allows you to keep a limited amount of information in mind for short periods, making it accessible for conscious thought and consideration at a different time. It allows the chaos of experience, thought and memory to modulate in its field. In altered states, it is not consciousness itself that is altered, it is the modulation of meditation, sleep, deep sleep, dreams state or certain psychological states arising and subsiding for which consciousness provides the field - what I often refer to as the playground. Look at consciousness as the TV Screen that will remain regardless of whether the TV is On (awake) or Off (asleep).
CONSCIOUSNESS IS PRIMARY: Have you ever noticed that no matter what you personally experience, know or believe, you must first be conscious and aware to believe or know it? In this moment, whatever experience you are knowing, you must be conscious to know it. No experience can be known without the presence of consciousness. No idea, concept or belief can be claimed without the presence of consciousness. Without consciousness, you cannot conceptualize the existence of any God, any Universe, and not even the existence of matter. The concept of matter cannot be known without being conscious to make the claim. Put another way, consciousness does not need God or matter to exists, these concepts need consciousness. So where did God come from? Even better, where is the only place that God can exists?
LET GO OF YOUR E-GO: The Ego Mind (Energy in Motion), influenced by language, mental construct narratives and stories around created from words, can generate inner conflict, anxiety, and stress. The constant chatter of the mind, fueled by words and thoughts, often obscures the peaceful and silent nature of consciousness. As a result, the corporeal vessel may find itself entangled in the web of its own mental constructs, leading to a sense of disconnection from the present moment and true essence. Various meditation practices and mindfulness techniques aim to quiet the mind, allowing individuals to detach from the chaos of words and thoughts. By observing thoughts without judgment and learning to let them pass without getting entangled, one can reconnect with the silent consciousness that underlies all mental activities. In this state of inner stillness, you can experience a sense of peace, clarity, and unity with pure consciousness, transcending the chaos brought about by the constant stream of words, thoughts, and emotions.
Can man ever know or learn his true nature if his beginning is always subject to someone else's concepts, ideas and beliefs? Every new born child is corrupted with the program of the parent or guardian that nurtures it from infancy. That nurturing is steeped in pure bias and prejudice about what the parent may believe is best for the child. Asking the question, What is the True Nature of Man is almost like asking, What is the meaning of Life? I know that each of us will have a very different answer to that question. But I believe I have an answer that may resonate with anyone looking "within" for the meaning. Based on what I have observed and come to know, I find the meaning of Life is simply that Man/Woman should come to know the true nature of your being." From what I have observed to date, because Man continues to look outside of himself for answers to questions he can only find from within, the meaning of life as he should live it will always escape his being. I find it impossible for one to know his true nature if he or she is seeking to define your truth, based on someone else's beliefs, concepts and ideas.
OBSERVING YOUR THOUGHTS ALLOWS YOU TO BE PRESENT IN THE ETERNAL NOW: Observing your thoughts is rooted in being present in the moment rather than dwelling on the past or worrying about the future. Because your awareness of self is greatly increased, you transcend to exercising gratitude and appreciation of others. By regularly acknowledging and savoring positive experiences and moments of beauty in the world around you, you naturally develop a more optimistic and grateful outlook in this waking state reality. Observing your thoughts enhance your cognitive abilities, including your problem-solving skills. You are no longing on reactive auto pilot when situations arise. By reducing stress and increasing mental clarity, you may find it easier to analyze complex situations, make informed decisions, and take effective action in various aspects of your life. In summary, observing your thoughts will lead to increased self-awareness, emotional regulation, empathy, and an improved ability to challenge and reshape your worldview according to your real life experiences, not restrained by external concepts of religious dogme. By fostering a more mindful and intentional approach to your thoughts and actions, you naturally develop a deeper understanding of yourself and a more positive and harmonious relationship with the Universal God Consciousness.
ACCESS YOUR UNIVERSAL GOD CONSCIOUSNESS AND BE FREE FROM THE KNOWN: Universal God Consciousness, is a spiritual knowing that transcends interconnectedness of all living beings with a divine, universal presence. There is a unifying consciousness or spiritual energy that permeates the entire universe, connecting all living things, including humans, animals, plants, and even inanimate objects. Universal God Consciousness allows you access to attain a higher state of awareness and enlightenment by recognizing this interconnectedness and tapping into universal divine energy. Through practices such as meditation, mindfulness, prayer, or other spiritual disciplines, individuals seek to expand their consciousness, align with the universal energy, and experience a sense of unity with the cosmos. This concept is prevalent in various religious and philosophical traditions, including Hinduism, Buddhism, certain interpretations of mystic Christianity, and New Age spirituality. While the terminology and interpretations may vary, the underlying idea is the recognition of a universal consciousness that transcends individual identities, fostering a sense of oneness, compassion, and harmony with the universe.
In this moment, I want you to hear the voice of your mother, father, a friend or anyone that come to mind. Once you hear that voice ask yourself, where is that voice resonating from in this moment even though the person I am thinking of is not here in this moment? That voice cannot be found anywhere in your brain. Your brain is a dark grey mass of matter floating in water and gets no light. The voice you are hearing is best described as a ripple of time in consciousness, a vibration of frequency you are able to dial into. When I asked you to think of a voice you've heard, the voice you thought of was able to be heard by you because it remains a ripple in time and you are able to dial into that frequency. Now imagine dialing into a frequency that is not your own. An example of this is the practice of a religious belief you downloaded from birth.
THE MIND DOES NOT CREATE CONSCIOUSNESS, IT DOWNLOADS CONSCIOUSNESS. Your consciousness is streaming from a higher source and your corporeal vessel (finite body) is designed to encapsulate a specific frequency from that source. Think of consciousness as a radio station in one location sending out 8 billion different frequencies, 93.3, 98.9, 99.5, 105.6 etc., The point one dot represents you and every person that exists in the entire universe. The AM/FM channel represents the higher or lower frequency plain your awareness is currently vibrating. At a lower frequency you are mainly tuned (outside yourself) into someone else's voice which consist of a lot of incomprehensive incoherent static noise. When you become conscious of your own voice (within yourself) you shift to a higher frequency and transcend to modulate in a higher dimension - on a higher plain. That's the clarity you get when you are dialed into your awareness; the outside interference that once blocked your own frequency no longer interferes. (Compliments of Billy Carson)
"CONSCIOUSNESS IS THE SILENCE WHERE THE CHAOS OF THOUGHT, MEMORY AND EMOTIONS ARISE AND SUBSIDES IN THE ETERNAL NOW." Alumasa X. Although I am not a bible believer in the context of religious dogma, I am aware that the bible speaks to consciousness on many levels and in many different ways. For instance at John 10:30 (KJV) "I and my Father are one." Here we see where the bible recognizes the mergence of consciousness with the corporeal human vessel. In the furtherance of this understanding, Isaiah 55:8-9 KJV states, "For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways. For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts." If we keep in mind that the entire bible is written in Code, this passage can be easily discerned when applied to how you experience consciousness. Isaiah is recognizing that all consciousness knows itself above all other knowing. Consciousness does not need God to exist because consciousness is God. Just as a fish does not understand the water in which it swim, we as human beings do not understand consciousness. We know that without it, the corporeal human vessel you currently possess would be a mere empty shell with zero functionability. We must also keep in mind that every cell in the human body is conscious. If that were not the case, your heart would not automatically beat, you would not feel pain and all bodily functions would cease.
YOU ARE THE UNIVERSE AND THE UNIVERSE IS YOU: If you close you eyes right now and ask yourself, where does my experience of the universe go when I close my eyes - what would be your answer? What would be your experience? Better yet, where did the universe go last night when you fell asleep (became one with death, only to raise from the dead again - circular regeneration)? Where does it go when you modulate between (1) the Waking State, (2) the Dream State, (3) Vivid Dream, or (4) Deep Sleep? The universe remains in the same knowing that is being know in all states. Have you ever heard the nursery rhyme. "Row row row your boat gently down the stream, merrily merrily, merrily Life is but a Dream." Well, when you begin to understand the True Nature of Consciousness and the reality you are creating from your downloads, you will find that nursery rhyme to be true in every way. The goal of this information is to encourage you to block out the outside noise and chaos of thought and direct your to focus in the inner-self.
To observe your current conscious frequency and begin to see that you are dialed into someone else's frequency and not your own. That's where all the noise and confusion surrounding religious belief, politics and programmed social behaviors continue to obstruct, suppress, oppress and depress the true nature of your every being. I challenge you to begin observing your current thoughts and ask yourself one question, "Who or What is the source of the thoughts I am having? If you are a Christian, ask yourself how often have you accepted or allowed your belief to suppress your true desires? Are they coming from the Spiritual truth I can only get from looking "Inside" the self or are they coming from the Religious dogma I have been programmed to see "Outside the self?" If you are willing to observe and answer this question with absolute humility, then, and only then can you begin your personal journey back to self.
MAN CAN NEVER KNOW HIS TRUE NATURE BASED ON SOMEONE ELSE'S BELIEF: Observing your thoughts involve paying attention to your E-motions (Energy in Motion) as they arise. This helps you better understand your emotional triggers and responses. Over time, you can develop greater emotional resilience and control, which can significantly affect your perception of the world and your ability to navigate challenging situations. As you become more attuned to your own thoughts and emotions, you may also become more empathetic and attuned to the thoughts and feelings of others. This enhanced empathy can lead to more compassionate and understanding interactions with people from different backgrounds and perspectives. In essence, you a are elevating your conscious frequency and removing the static and interference of the outside noise. Observing your thoughts encourages you to question and challenge your assumptions, biases, and limiting beliefs. This is something literally prohibited in religious belief.
When you observe your thoughts objectively, you may realize that some of your beliefs are based on incomplete or inaccurate information. This can lead to a more open-minded and flexible worldview. One of the best ways to show how human subconscious is programmed to belief, ideas and concepts that become embedded in our mind, is to observe the modulation of consciousness. My goal is to make this discussion experiential and not scientific. In essence, if you observe the fundamentals of your conscious human experience, you will begin to understand that consciousness is primary. It comes before, god, matter, belief, science, weebles etc., and there is no higher knowing. Let's observe the experience you are knowing in this moment while reading these words. If you are reading this exercise, in this very moment the patterns of consciousness you are knowing is modulating in the waking state. In the waking state the process begins with the reception of sensory information from what appears to be the external world.
Jiddu Krishnamurti was an Indian spiritual teacher, philosopher, speaker and writer. Krishnamurti wrote many books, including "Freedom From the Known." He was touted to be the next dalai lama of his time.